Was there success in avoiding the dip? Yes. Was it torture? YES.
But all in all I came away feeling pretty good about myself! I came home and whitened my teeth; the first round out of 7 days! Teeth whitening grosses me out, but I am sure it will be worth it in the end!
I woke up today feeling no skinner than yesterday. I guess that is normal? But when I skip the dip...I at least tell myself it will be noticeable in the morning....
Regardless, I had a banana and went to the gym. I was still annoyed that I didn't feel skinny so I only did 30 minutes on the elliptical.
After, I decided I was bored enough to go roam around Target so I did. I bought a bunch of 100 calorie pack type food and then realized I was starving...so I started eating lots of 100 calorie foods...all along knowing that 10 packs of 100 calorie snacks still equals fat as...well ya know!
So I finally escaped the food and have spend the rest of the day sitting in bed on the computer. So productive.
I cannot help but wonder how anorexic people do it. Seriously? No food? The closest I ever get to convincing myself I am never going to eat again is ROLLING out of a million calorie mexican dinner, but the next morning all thoughts of starving myself are out the window.
Food for thought:
Nothing tastes as good as Skinny feels... I would beg to differ, but sitting in my plus size shorts, all I have to go by is the taste part. Hopefully that is not going to be for long!
Maybe tomorrow I will wake up skinny? Doubtful! At least I can bet on a whiter smile :)
For now, its dinner time!
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